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Guess what i’ve decided! when i have kids i’m gonna name one of them chocolate! and my sis say’s i’m evil. byt hey. everyone loves chocolate, so everyone will love chocolate! ^^

haha.. i think i’m crazy.

i’m finally updating again. and exams are coming. i just had my prac test. it was horrible. i read the ECG wrongly and i forgot to wash my hads at the end.. -.- there goes my A. it’s not THAT bad. but guess i still want ti keep my gpa? i donnoe. i think i’ll kill myself at this rate.

4/4’s gonna have another BBQ thing. i hope i can go.. jingyi says she can. i havent seen her in so long. but i realised that it’s a wed, the 2nd week of attachements.. and my name is at the bottem, which means 2nd half.. so first week will be am, pm ,pm, am,am then 2nd week will be am, am, pm, pm, am. sooo…….. i think i’m be having pm shift! i reallie wanna go. hope i can change shift for the day. 

i’m tired. i’m gonna sleep soon then wake up early again tmr.

yay! i’m finally updating again! yesterday i went to bernice’s house to do project. then we decided to go to west coast park for a walk at abt 5 plus. close to 6 i think. when we reached, it was raining, so we decided to eat at the mac cafe there. then when we were playing in the playground opp mac, this guy and his wife and child came to us saying that they were robbed and wanted us to call the police. so much for singapore being a safe country. the guy was scary… and his lip was split into 2. OWWWW… his pants was bleeding. i donnoe why. but after that he still can smoke lah! and of course being the super panicky and scarycat deb, i was like.. i wanna go back to mac. can we walk back to mac. actually i was not THAT scared, until there was one part he said, the gang is still there, i can see them. that got me really really scared. and bernice was super calm! haha. it’s just like the last time in sec 4, the stupid flasher. haha. i was like panicky, ” can we go.. please” and addie and jing yi was like.. dont care him lah. haha. i’m just trying to say i’m a super scarycat. >.<. anywya[[, back to my story. we waited till the police came. o ya! and he wanted an ambulance. =.= i felt that he was healthy enough to take a taxi down to the hosp or something. he was strong enough to walk. we should have told him abmbulance costs like $80. that's a rip off man! and the first aiders are super slack lah. when they came, they were STROLLING to the guy. =.= if he was stabbed in the chest, i think he would have died by the time they reach. "touch wood" but ya.

some photos of yesterday...

back from church camp! finally my WORST nightmare is over! and yes i agree with rachel. this is the worst church camp i’ve ever been to. i think addie, cel and izzy think the same too. it’s was just pure horrible! the ppl are so mean to rachel! they’re evil! i cannot stand them! whoever bully’s her will make me angry. and i tell you, you wpnt want to see me angry. if you want details abt the horrible stuff, you can go see her blog.

the only fun part of the camp, which was like only 1/2 an hour is the children’s worship thingy then they made the adults do with them. then me, izzy and addie and rach for a short while were standing on the chairs doing the action sings. haha. it was funny. esp so see the adults doing it. that was the only part that was fun. oh and watching national treasure 2 in the hotel room. and guess what! NOT ENOUGH BEDS! WOW! i prefer to go to austin hills again anytime. or the other resort with the bathroom with an open concept. it was cool! i might not go for church camp again next year. depends on my mood and if they bully my sister again.

YAY! common tests are over! and of course i’m lazing ard at home busy watching my dramas again. haha. and this time.. got no rachel to chase me off cause i’m using my lappy to watch.

just when i thought i’ve done with my lit critique, i got a another one coming! and i got to do this video thingy for NSL. seriously, i dont see how a video is related to NSL. and i got to finish writing all my notes. great. just great. this cant get any better.

attachments are starting! and i’m in the same ward as bernice! ^^ this attachment will be so fun! and i cant wait to go for church camp!

bleah.. i’m talking rubbish.

i had 5hrs of break today! HORRIBLE. 3 hours after nr then 2hrs after ns1 then we had to go for this stupid PDA talk thing, which is a total waste of time! we had to configure the PDA and get our passwords. and they were teacging us stuff that we already know.

during the 2hr break, we went to the library to watch movie (charlie and the chocolate factory).. cause we din feel like studying anymore. (BAD DEBORAH! how can you not study?!) i think i’m going crazy.. i’m scolding myself.

the microsoft thingy is not $30+. it’s $13.50! so cheap! i got a shock of my life!

o.. and there was this lady in the mrt who was sleeping.. and she was leaning on me! she’s so fa! i almost died!

GOSH! my legs are really painful and itchy! got some stupid red humps! i smartly shaved my legs yesterday and this happens. now i remember why i refused to shave it since the last time. and moisturiser did not work! my skin is kinds coming out too! ahhh!! it just looks worse.

I got sooOOooo much to study! and tmr got the stupid PDA talk thingy that will just take up my study time!

i donnoe how to do lit critique! help! i think i’m gonna fail lit research and pharmaco! die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die DIE!

todat we learnt chemotherapy! sounds fuunnn.. ^^ i wanna doooooo! i wanna take blood too! i think i’m sadistic. i like to inject ppl and take blood. and i find operations cool! ya.. i AM sadistic. haha!

AHHH!!! i got soo much to study.. and i just realised that i have to do lit critique! and i have no idea how i’m gonna do that. and i’m sooo lost with pharmaco! i donnoe what i’m doing! i know i’ll fail pharmaco! i dont wanna fail! and i dont wanna jst pass either. i’m fussy. maybe that’s y i’m stressed. argh! i dont feel like going to church tmr! did i just sayy that? noooo.. must go.. the more i blog.. the more stressed i feel. so i shall stop.

back to studying! :s

GOSH! i think i’m getting mean! way too mean! that’s not good! help! not good! not good at all.

i’m so tired.. and i haven been running in a long long time. by the timei start running again.. i think i might as well not train that time. haha.

i got so much work to do.. and i did quite badly for my test today. BAD!

i woke up at 6 today to study for the stupid test today and guess what! bernice called at ard 11 saying that miss jo cancelled the lesson. HURRAY for miss jo! so i did’nt go to school today! ^^

i’m seriously stressed! i cannot finish studing. i donnoe if what i’m studing is what i’m supposed to be studing. i have a feeling i mix up all the info! i’m just going MAD! i’m dying! i dont have enough sleep! i got panda eyes! i’m sick! gosh! i wanna die. did i mention i got 21/40 for my test? i never got below 90% for anytests since yr 1. it just makes me even more worrid! ahhh! i think i’m thinking too much. i donnoe.

i dont like monday. although it’s a public hol. i got ppl coming over for lunch and then i got to go out for dinner! why always like that one! disrupt my plans for what i wanna study. i dont need to sleep in sunday already. i need to finish what i need to study for the day ok! i dont wanna go! GOSH! i’m just so irritated now! the more i type the more irritated i get!

aish! i gtg back to studing. i oly managed to study immunology and week 1-2 for ns2. i still have soooo much more to go! kill me please!